Back before this all began
I had it figured who I am
my heart was fresh—a soul anew
not really though ‘til I met you
you took me to a place I’d seen
some distant long-forgotten dream
it was my ghastly self-told lie
but how, oh how, my heart did fly
to lose you then was all too much
we’d only started—not enough
for time on end I sat in silence
praying you’d come quell the violence
that prayer, a hope, an anguished cry
some comfort for a broken mind
it’s all a lie, told ever still
you never came—you never will
but losses cut are chances gained
so let’s just never speak again