those vibes — oh jeez — I couldn’t sleep
someone somewhere was super peaked
my hurt again assumed it’s them
looming right on round the bend
that ever-lie, that truest black
for one who stabbed me in the back
I do digress, it was my fault
still doesn’t change the whole gestalt
unseen through all, my purest sun
all that I’d give to be that one
of peace and joy and unity
supporting them through what’s to be
nothing asked but to exist
beside sometimes and feel that bliss
sure, I’d heard that frightful tune
their own damn list — had played so true
hit my heart in strangest ways
born within — inspired days
symphonies I’d write to feel
something ever quite so real
a chance for what it’s all about
to have before the lights go out