Goodness Me
a poem
there were so many special nights but one alone that changed my life a night where fucking everything was different than it'd ever been you seemed to want me in a way more complete than how you say the way you kissed me on that night it took me straight to space in flight it took me to a child’s dream purest feeling — it was mean for that child who came to wake and felt all of the loss at stake to be here separate from that place oh what a joke of time and space to be cut off from that love to be alone amongst the wolves feelings lost — a fateful crime been so forgotten, though it mine remembered only by my mind longed to feel for real this time through the years, it never came never once amongst the game the game of keeping my heart closed to not let my truth be exposed once I found myself again and took the keys to who I am I knew the search would start anew I knew it was the time of when in a place I’d least expect with this girl who kissed my neck she took me right back to that place with her power and her grace it was the tenderness allowed for me to show and shine it proud it was so many little things all at once, goodness me an old sad voice within my head yelled ‘It’s you!’ there in your bed a voice came back, not mine or yours from someplace else beyond the void a wisdom born of pure white light its message darker than the night its voice was kind when it said something since lived in my head I'd not convince you what I saw a waste of time, a hopeless call that one day you would find it too what it is I mean to you
