I got the first entire three years with my daughter. My ex and I stuck it out together until we broke because we wanted to be there everyday. I broke worse then blamed her for breaking in her way. I didn’t let it go even though she did everything to make it right. She’s the best mother in the world to our daughter.
Short bursts with my daughter are healthy when I recover. Those three years make this okay to me. When she’s older, a teenager, I can watch her again.
Regarding the feathering mentioned - there are things people shouldn’t be triggered to unpacking from their subconscious so violently. I’ve been doing that with purpose tainted-still through executive dysfunctions I’m breaking; it will help everyone to face the same within their own subconscious. It’s all entwined with cultural, biological and intuitive intelligence.
I had to fight myself SO HARD to not call this ‘Schizophrenia is Not What You Think It Was’
